A hauntingly beautiful and deeply conflicted ballad about the intersection of self-discovery and faith. The song frames the act of self-love as both a 'secret sin' and a transcendent prayer, exploring the intense guilt and profound, spiritual connection found in private moments of release.
In the quiet of my thoughts
You’re always near
Guiding me towards what I shouldn’t fear
But darkness of my room
A new desire
Takes hold of me and I can’t ignore the fire
For the feeling of release
It’s so so right
But in the light of day it feels so wrong
My secret sin I wear it like a crown
A connection to you
Oh God is all I found
My fingers trace the contours of my skin
As I explore this temptation within
The tingling sensation like a prayer
Uplifts my soul
My heart beats fast
My mind grows whole
For the feeling of release
It’s so so right
But in the light of day it feels so wrong
My secret sin I wear it like a crown
A connection to you
Oh God is all I found
Guilt weighs heavy on my mind and heart
As I confess this hidden part
But in the depths of my desire a flame
Does burn
For a connection so pure
It is yours
For the feeling of release
It’s so so right
But in the light of day it feels so wrong
My secret sin I wear it like a crown
A connection to you
Oh God is all I found
If he felts my heart was to reflected me
And how we shout a precious enmity
And great has me forever and I shy
To be all the same
Still of the side
You’re always near
Guiding me towards what I shouldn’t fear
But darkness of my room
A new desire
Takes hold of me and I can’t ignore the fire
For the feeling of release
It’s so so right
But in the light of day it feels so wrong
My secret sin I wear it like a crown
A connection to you
Oh God is all I found
My fingers trace the contours of my skin
As I explore this temptation within
The tingling sensation like a prayer
Uplifts my soul
My heart beats fast
My mind grows whole
For the feeling of release
It’s so so right
But in the light of day it feels so wrong
My secret sin I wear it like a crown
A connection to you
Oh God is all I found
Guilt weighs heavy on my mind and heart
As I confess this hidden part
But in the depths of my desire a flame
Does burn
For a connection so pure
It is yours
For the feeling of release
It’s so so right
But in the light of day it feels so wrong
My secret sin I wear it like a crown
A connection to you
Oh God is all I found
If he felts my heart was to reflected me
And how we shout a precious enmity
And great has me forever and I shy
To be all the same
Still of the side
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