Summary: This narrative explores the push-and-pull of desire, hesitation, and surrender. The speaker is wary of intimacy, describes their struggle to let someone in; to stop running, to stop fighting what they crave. With a slow, simmering tension, they acknowledge the quiet patience of the person who is patiently waiting for them, the way they’re seen, touched, and wanted without force. What begins as resistance unravels into deep, breathless yearning, consensual control and teasing. This is a confession wrapped in heat, tension, and raw vulnerability, a slow descent into willingly being kept. Mental Health Content Warning: Themes of emotional hesitation, self-protection, trust issues, intimacy fears, and vulnerability in relationships. Struggles with allowing oneself to be wanted and the slow process of unlearning emotional distance. Language: "You don’t chase me. You wait. You let me come to you in my own time, and god, I hate how right you are. Because I don’t want to hesitate anymore. I want to feel your weight pressing me down, your hands mapping every inch of me, making me need you before you ever give me what I’m begging for. And god, I will beg."